Title: Donor Procedure 
Author: Michelle 
Rating: NC-17 (oral sex) 
Category: MSR, angst, RST, smut 
Archiving: Yes, but please tell me where to visit and keep all 
headers attached.

Summary: "Well I'll guess they'll want to meet you and go through 
the donor procedures"-So, how did the donor procedures go?

Spoilers: Per Manum

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Disclaimer: The characters are property of Chris Carter, Ten 
Thirteen Productions, FOX broadcasting, yada, yada, yada...I 
make no money here....

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Infertility Clinic 
Bethesda, MD 
10:05am

"Hello, are you Dana Scully?" questioned a young nurse, holding a 
clipboard in her hand. She was very professional, white lab coat, 
long dark hair pulled loosely into a ponytail at the base of her neck.

"Yes," Scully answered, nervously. Scully's eyes darted to Mulder 
for a moment.

"And, Fox Mulder, I presume?" Mulder nodded, acknowledging 
the nurses' speculation.

"Great, follow me please," the nurse lead Mulder and Scully back a 
long hallway that was stark white and vacant. The nurse opened 
the door and let Mulder and Scully go before her into the room.

The room was painted a light peach color, fully lined with clean 
white carpet. There was a large comfy couch with throw pillows, a 
coffee table adorned with magazines and a television set and VCR 
on a stand.

"Obviously, you know what you have to do. Please take as long as 
you need. There are rubber gloves there on the stand. Use them so 
that the specimen does not get contaminated. Do not let saliva 
come into contact with the penis or specimen. Here's your cup. Just 
leave it in the box over there on the wall." The nurse pointed to the 
wall that had a little door with a handle.

"Wait a minute. I am going to be present for this?" Scully asked 
with a raised eyebrow. The nurse looked at Scully, mimicking a 
confused face.

"Well, most women help their partners. However, you may wait in 
the waiting room if you'd like." The nurse quickly turned and left 
the room without even giving Scully a chance to follow her.

"Guess you're stuck with me!" Mulder chuckled, walking over to a 
coffee table. Scully walked stiffly to the table and peered down, 
fingering a Playboy magazine with her index finger.

"Well Mulder, they have your favorite. I believe you will be fine 
without me." Scully walked back towards the door.

"Oh c'mon."

"I'm not comfortable with this." Scully waved her hand amiously at 
the room behind him.

"And you suppose I am comfortable? Look, just because I can't 
give you a baby the old-fashioned way doesn't mean I don't want it 
to be created by love. You need to stay with me." Mulder began, 
stepping behind her, lightly touching her shoulders to get her to 
turn around.

As Scully spun on her toes to face him, she said, "This isn't about 
love."

"It isn't?" Mulder questioned, his hands on his hips. He leaned in 
close to her face, ready to kiss her as she pushed her hand against 
his chest and leaned back to avoid his assult.

"Don't kiss me," she whispered, her head down.

His towering figure bent over her, his head down also as he tried to 
figure her out. "Wow, you really are shutting me out. Scully, I love 
you." Mulder put two fingers under her chin to lift her eyes to his.

"Don't say that, please, just stop!" Scully warned, finally meeting 
his eyes.

"I'm not saying it because I think you need to hear it. I know you 
know it. I have loved you for a long time. Long before this baby 
thing came up. I need you to know that I am doing this because I 
am in love with you. I want to make you happy."

"I know. I know that. I just feel a little weird. I mean...you want 
me to help you? We haven't even....you know..." she trailed off, 
her cheeks blushing.

"I would like to make love to you. Perferably before this, but that's 
not going to happen. So we're doing everything backwards, so 
what? What's new? Why can't you just enjoy this? Remember 
when I said I didn't want this to come between us? Well, you're 
letting it come between us, right now."

"Let's just get this over with." Scully said, exasperated. She 
grabbed at his slacks tugging open the button, her eyes focused on 
her task, desperately trying not to meet his gaze.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa!" Mulder jumped back from the abrupt 
contact. "I don't want you to be so disassociated with this situation. 
If you can't accept that I want you...this just isn't fair. If you want 
a piece of me to make a baby, then I want a piece of you, your 
heart."

"Mulder, I am not asking for you to take care of me or this baby. I 
am not asking for anything else but..."

"Maybe this isn't going to work. You don't get it! I am asking for it 
all. I want it all, Scully. If we're going to have a baby, it is going to 
be *ours* and that includes me. I'm not just making a donation. I 
want to be a part of this baby's life. I want to be a father. 
And...you are the only person in the world I have ever wanted 
children with!"

By this time, Scully had sat down on the couch, just listening to 
Mulder talk. There were tears in her shiny blue eyes and leaving 
stains on her beautiful complexion.

"I guess we should've talked about this more. I just assumed...you 
didn't want the responsibility. This is going to change everything 
for us, not just for my life." Scully concluded.

"Yes, you did assume and yes, it will change things. But I don't 
understand why you have to make everything so difficult. I love 
you. I want to take care of you and have a life with you. I know it 
took this new information about your ova to get me to tell you how 
I really feel, but it was there all along. You're acting like we're 
strangers, Scully. We're not, we know more about each other then 
we can handle." Mulder sunk into the couch, sitting next to Scully 
who was still ridged with tension.

"You're right. I am sorry. It's just all happened so fast. I mean one 
day I can't have babies and the next I can. They want to do this 
procedure now for the best possible chance. It wasn't like I planned 
this. I am not prepared at all. Not only am I trying to deal with the 
possibility of getting pregnant, I am also trying to cope with my 
feelings for you." Scully explained, looking at Mulder a few times 
while talking with her hands, as if that was helping her get the 
words out.

"I understand you are emotional right now, and God knows you 
aren't good at getting your feelings out. But if we're going to do 
this, and be successful, we need to be honest with each other. You 
need to talk to me. I am here for you and this baby. I want to be a 
father, not just a donor."

"Okay. I mean...I want that. I'll try."

"That's all I ask." Mulder finished and cupped her face to turn her 
to him. He leaned in gently and slowly until their lips brushed 
together in their first kiss. Mulder let his fingers wander through 
her hair and down her neck in light caresses and he felt her mouth 
open just a tiny bit. He let his tongue moisten her lips and softly 
pushed into her mouth.

Scully let her tongue move over his, deepening the kiss. She let out 
a soft sigh as they broke the kiss for air.

"Ummm...it's working." Mulder smiled, looking down at his lap.

Her hand rested on his neck as she lowered her head to look at his 
crotch. She smiled too when she saw his erection beginning to tent 
his slacks. "Already?" she whispered.

"Um, yeah." Mulder muttered sarcastically, " I live in constant pain 
around you Agent Scully." He joked and she softly laughed.

Mulder moved his fingers to her blouse, slowly undoing each 
button and sliding the tips of his fingers into the opening to graze 
the path of skin between the valley of her breasts.

Scully shivered, sighed and leaned into his touch.

"It's been so long since I've been touched." She murmered as she 
kissed his neck, tasting the salty tang of his skin. He didn't reply 
but continued on his path to her slacks, unbuttoning and unzipping 
them. Mulder pushed at the sides of her slacks, trying to push them 
off of her hips when she pulled away from him.

"What are you going to do?" she asked, looking at his eyes.

"I was going to, well...I wanted to go down on you." He replied, 
stating his intentions.

"Okay." She gulped as if it were hard to swallow.

"Okay? Are you really that nervous?" Mulder inquired with a 
serious face.

"I am a little. I just need to make sure we don't have sex. I can't."

"Why not?"

"The insemination procedure. I can't have sex until after it's done."

"Oh." Mulder nodded in understanding.

"You really know how to spoil the mood! I was just getting 
worked up and--."

Mulder was cut off by Scully placing her mouth on his in a heated, 
passionate kiss. He was taken by surprised but returned the kiss, 
finding an exquisite rhythm that produced moans from deep within 
her throat.

Mulder pushed her down onto the couch, sliding her slacks and 
panties off in one swoop. She sat up and shed her body of her 
unbuttoned shirt and bra. She laid back and closed her eyes while 
Mulder shed his clothing.

"This isn't going to be easy." She muttered as she tried to get her 
breathing under control.

Mulder walked over to a cart at the edge of the couch, grabbed a 
pair of rubber gloves and a bottle of KY jelly. He set them on the 
coffee table and kneeled beside the couch right at Scully's knees.

"You really don't have to do this for me, you know." She waved 
her hand towards her crotch and met his eyes.

"Shut up, Scully." Mulder whispered playfully. "I want to do this. I 
have dreamed about doing this from the moment I met you. Let me 
enjoy this, even if you won't."

She smiled and closed her eyes again. She felt him nudge her 
thighs apart and she opened her legs for him.

Mulder glided his fingers along the inside of her thigh, making her 
muscles quiver under his touch. He parted her folds, which were 
already heavy and swollen. She was so wet he could see it coating 
the inside of her thigh, and gently trickling from her vagina. He 
could smell arousal; so uniquely Scully and so inviting.

He darted his tongue out to lick up from bottom to top, lapping at 
her juices and circling her clit with every movement. She was very 
sensitive so Mulder tried lapping with his tongue flat instead of 
flicking her clit with the end of his tongue. He took her folds into 
his mouth like he was kissing her sex, lightly nibbling at her clit 
with his teeth.

Scully's hips bolted off of the couch when his tongue hit her. She 
moaned softly and reached for his head and ran her fingers through 
his thick locks. He tugged on his head, pushing his face into her 
and then pulling him back when the sensations were too much.

He sensed she was already close just by how ready she was. He got 
two of his fingers wet by rubbing them through her folds and then 
inserted them into her body.

"Oh Mulder." She whimpered, bucking against his hand.

Mulder began pumping two fingers in and out of her tight tunnel 
and lapped at her clit. He felt her squirm as her orgasm began and 
he used one hand to hold her hips still. As he sped up, she gently 
rocked her hips to his rhythm. Mulder watched her writhe under 
his touch; her chest flushed pink, her eyes clamped shut and her 
body shook with the intensity of her orgasm. He let his fingers slip 
out as he moved his way up her body, kissing her belly just below 
her navel and then continuing on to suckle her nipples as she 
calmed.

"That felt so good," she breathed, just before he kissed her lips 
hungrily. She could taste herself on him and that sent another flood 
of wetness gushing towards her center. She reached down between 
them feeling his erection pressing against her belly. Before her 
fingers touched him she remembered what she was here to do. "I 
need the gloves." She panted breathlessly.

Mulder lifted his head reluctantly and reached for the gloves and 
bottle of lubricant. Scully snapped on the gloves and poured a 
small amount of clear liquid in her palm.

"You like playing doctor, don't you?" Mulder mumbled as he 
returned his lips to suck on her neck.

She reached back down between them and grasped his cock.

He was thicker than she realized and she gripped tighter, pulling 
his length from bottom to top. He groaned immediately and bucked 
into her hand, pushing the tip of his cock back into her belly.

Scully continued to stroke him in a steady rhythm, letting the 
lubricant help her glide over his ridged cock.

"It won't be long, I promise you that." Mulder mumbled and his 
brow crinkled as if he were in pain. Then his mouth gaped open 
and his head tilted back.

Scully leaned up and began sucking on his neck, pushing them 
both into a sitting position. She had better access this way and 
increased her speed as she cupped his balls with her other hand. 
That sent Mulder into a constant moaning patterned of 'ahh's"."

"I'm gonna come!" he shouted while bracing one arm on the back 
of the couch.

Scully kept on pumping his cock as she grabbed the clear cup with 
her left hand. She wasn't really sure how she was going to catch his 
semen. She had not ever seen Mulder come, therefore, she did not 
know how far it was going to shoot.

"Help me," she whispered, pushing the cup into his hands.

His hands were shaking as he got hold of it, quickly moving it into 
position at the head of his penis. Finally, his orgasm tore through 
him like never before, squirting out with a speed he had only 
known in his youth. He used the cup almost like a cap to capture 
every drop that he could.

Scully held his hand in hers to steady it as he emptied his seed into 
the cup. When he was finished, his forehead dropped to rest on her 
shoulder and one arm came around her waist in an embrace.

"I love you." He sighed in a husky voice. His body was still 
shaking in her arms.

"I love you too." She rubbed his back gently and then took the cup 
from his hands and placed it on the coffee table and snapped the lid 
on top of it.

Mulder lifted his head and kissed her once, gently. Their eyes 
locked for a moment, searching for words.

"I want to have a baby with you. I will do anything for you. I will 
do anything to make this work," he explained.

 "I want this to work too. I've never wanted anything this bad in my 
life. And of course I wanted it with you, and only you. Why do you 
think I asked you?" she smiled and he nodded.

"We should clean up," he chuckled, looking down at her wet 
gloves still clad on her hands.  She laughed and began peeling 
them off.

Mulder and Scully both dressed in silence and left the medical 
facility.

The End